I dont know if its true but when people say they learn from mistakes, why doesn't it happen to me =.=
Im going through the same thing again and i f u c k i n g noe it =.=
Arghhhhhhhh
The feeling of seeing the bright light....then suddenly, SLAM!!! right in your face
Hope?confidence?hasn't been helping lately.its more to a fantasy
There goes, a msg arrives at my phone, but its another disappointment. Repeatedly happening for the past week.
At this point, i don't know what to do anymore.
Saturday, June 28, 2008
Got it from Kel
Your Deadly Sins |
 Greed: 80% Envy: 40% Pride: 40% Gluttony: 20% Sloth: 20% Wrath: 20% Lust: 0% Chance You'll Go to Hell: 31% You'll die in a castle, surrounded by servants. |
How Sinful Are You?
I really dunno if this is a good or bad result though. To me its rather wrong =.=
Friday, June 27, 2008
Unmistakably for you
Its just a story to tell.
It doesn't affect anything.
The past IS the past.
Theres nothing to worry about thinking of it.
When you stumble upon something you remember,
something you had good times with.
Smile about it, not getting upset about it.
The past helps to build us.
Without the past, we wont be who we are right now.
We wont be the exact person we are right now.
Its our history that changed our character, changed our life.
Sometimes we turn to look at whats left behind.
It isn't wrong to do so,
In fact its the correct thing to retrace our steps
To see that its heading the correct direction.
The past may haunt you,
Its only a matter of time before it gets tired of doing so
The thing is, sometimes we go around thinking we are weaker
Inferior, lower or even the worst of the worse.
This is caused by not letting go of whats happened in our life.
Holding too tightly, with just a spark of hope that things could rewind.
That would be drowning in the past.
Swimming downwards constantly isn't gonna help you
The deeper you go, the worse it gets
Don't let the past kill you
I know its difficult
And i know you're trying hard
Let me be there for you
To guide you
To lift you up to the surface
Where everything is clearer and brighter
The past is where we learn our mistakes from
Not to dwell in.
Its futile trying to turn back time.
Cause it will never happen
If we could rewind time,
everyone will take things for granted
And the past is what makes us appreciate what we have right before our eyes.
The past does not and will not affect a thing between us
It'll just merely be a reference book showing the Do's and Don'ts
Use it well
No matter how far you have fallen in the past,
Its doesn't matter
For the thing that matters most is that you can pick yourself up
And growing out of it
Thats what counts
I know you are capable of doing so
Everyone is capable of doing more than they think
You do too.
Like i have always said,
Everyone deserves a chance
So the world hasn't ended yet.
Get up and walk forward
It isn't worth it to stop now
Theres far too much to be missed if you stop
Look forward, theres so much in store for you
Its only if you are willing to let go of whats in your hand
Then you are be able to grasp the next thing that comes to you
Help me help you
I know that i can assist you
Let me be there to pull you away from it all
Start afresh.
Walk away from it all, smiling
Step into a new world, laughing
Just a reminder, i'll be there whenever you need to unload.
Live life to the fullest people say :D
Its just a matter of time before everything turns out better
Give it time
It doesn't affect anything.
The past IS the past.
Theres nothing to worry about thinking of it.
When you stumble upon something you remember,
something you had good times with.
Smile about it, not getting upset about it.
The past helps to build us.
Without the past, we wont be who we are right now.
We wont be the exact person we are right now.
Its our history that changed our character, changed our life.
Sometimes we turn to look at whats left behind.
It isn't wrong to do so,
In fact its the correct thing to retrace our steps
To see that its heading the correct direction.
The past may haunt you,
Its only a matter of time before it gets tired of doing so
The thing is, sometimes we go around thinking we are weaker
Inferior, lower or even the worst of the worse.
This is caused by not letting go of whats happened in our life.
Holding too tightly, with just a spark of hope that things could rewind.
That would be drowning in the past.
Swimming downwards constantly isn't gonna help you
The deeper you go, the worse it gets
Don't let the past kill you
I know its difficult
And i know you're trying hard
Let me be there for you
To guide you
To lift you up to the surface
Where everything is clearer and brighter
The past is where we learn our mistakes from
Not to dwell in.
Its futile trying to turn back time.
Cause it will never happen
If we could rewind time,
everyone will take things for granted
And the past is what makes us appreciate what we have right before our eyes.
The past does not and will not affect a thing between us
It'll just merely be a reference book showing the Do's and Don'ts
Use it well
No matter how far you have fallen in the past,
Its doesn't matter
For the thing that matters most is that you can pick yourself up
And growing out of it
Thats what counts
I know you are capable of doing so
Everyone is capable of doing more than they think
You do too.
Like i have always said,
Everyone deserves a chance
So the world hasn't ended yet.
Get up and walk forward
It isn't worth it to stop now
Theres far too much to be missed if you stop
Look forward, theres so much in store for you
Its only if you are willing to let go of whats in your hand
Then you are be able to grasp the next thing that comes to you
Help me help you
I know that i can assist you
Let me be there to pull you away from it all
Start afresh.
Walk away from it all, smiling
Step into a new world, laughing
Just a reminder, i'll be there whenever you need to unload.
Live life to the fullest people say :D
Its just a matter of time before everything turns out better
Give it time
Thursday, June 19, 2008
Say ' Dont Want'
Feeling down?depressed?stressed?
Alcohol!!!
is not the way to relieve yourself.
Drinks are not good for health. It hurts your liver, hurts your heart and most of all hurts your pocket.
They are just a temporary relieve for your mental pain but worsens it thereafter. So please stop drinking for the sake of it. It is rely Bo Tat.
Thank You
Alcohol!!!
is not the way to relieve yourself.
Drinks are not good for health. It hurts your liver, hurts your heart and most of all hurts your pocket.
They are just a temporary relieve for your mental pain but worsens it thereafter. So please stop drinking for the sake of it. It is rely Bo Tat.
Thank You
Say ' Tak Nak'
Say Noooooo to cigarettes!
Kata tak nak kepada rokok!
Kong mai sok hun ki!
Ciang bu yao xi yan!
Inga puringe kata mau kote! ( tamil i dunno)
So to all smokers out there please stop smoking. Its bad for health to put a stick to your mouth be it small stick or bigger stick. So whenever you see a cig, just walk away from it.
If you think smoking is the solution,
THINK AGAIN
* advertisement rings *
So please be considerate. Don't kill yourself even if you want to kill the people around you. Imagine all the things you will miss if you die years earlier just because of cigs.
Thank You
Kata tak nak kepada rokok!
Kong mai sok hun ki!
Ciang bu yao xi yan!
Inga puringe kata mau kote! ( tamil i dunno)
So to all smokers out there please stop smoking. Its bad for health to put a stick to your mouth be it small stick or bigger stick. So whenever you see a cig, just walk away from it.
If you think smoking is the solution,
THINK AGAIN
* advertisement rings *
So please be considerate. Don't kill yourself even if you want to kill the people around you. Imagine all the things you will miss if you die years earlier just because of cigs.
Thank You
The Road Not Taken by Albert Einstein
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Monday, June 16, 2008
You , Me , Us
My heart still belongs to you.
Its has always been taken by you.
I liked you.
I tried to let go.
I managed to.
But, then i fell in love with you again.
Its like someone pushed the restart button.
This time it began even better then before.
I liked you.
There were no hangs or lags.
It was smooth.Too smooth to be true.
It shook me for a moment.
Did all the 'awkwardness' just disappear?
Or was it merely shoved aside once more?
Was it ignored just to reduce the barrier between us?
Which ever it was.I'm glad it happened.
I liked you.
Cause this time i fell for you.
Im not gonna let go. I was dumb and foolish to have did.
I really was 'stupid' to do that.
And i'll remain 'stupid' still.
I still liked you.
If being too nice is a sin.
I don't wanna be right.
If its what i have to do to make you smile.
I'll go to hell for it.
Cause I really liked you.
Even if it scars me, i'll give you that moment of happiness and laughter.
Even if it makes you guilty, i'll still make it a laughing matter.
Cause you're like that.
Potential to be happy is overwhelming in you.
I just like to dig it out.
Cause even when i am not in the mood the smile.
I laugh deep inside when i see you happy.
I liked you even more.
You torn me apart countless times.
You whine..like a kid :D
You complain..like a 70 year old grandma :P
You SNORE...like my dad ( LOL)
Yet we both know thats what broke down the walls separating us.
Which changed how i felt about you.
History rich in the highest zeniths and lowest nadirs that i could endure.
We met in a strange way in which i removed the chair from beside me so that you wont sit.
We got close in a strange way, tuition in december.( who does that)
I fell for you in the strangest way
Cause you're so adorable like that.
But i was never suitable for you.
Then, we separated for a moment there. 3 months due to NS.
I still did like you.
It took its toll on me.
And thanks to you i got myself addicted to Ruang Rindu and A1.
It still reminds me of you so much when i listen to it.
Then, the bars between us build up.
So much i can barely see you anymore, physically and mentally.
3 months later, even after you returned. Barriers were to big for us even as friends.
But i still liked you.
It just began with me wondering what were you studying in INTI.
Was it a spark that made me send that message?
It just came all of a sudden.
It was right then we started once again.
Then, so much happened even since.
I sinned for taking you to a club.
Guilty for being the cause of your lost handphone.
Which then caused myself to have to listen to the '3 hours' of cute-guy talk.
It did hurt. But i felt useful. Being there for you and all.
Cause I liked you.
Then, the next time. It didn't turn out well.
You got out of hand perhaps.
I felt useless.
I could not think clearly as to how am i even able to help you with that matter.
A break down. For another. Took a big chunk off my soul.
Yaya I liked you.
Not long later, i did tell you how much i liked you.
And that very moment, fear, anxiety, but you took it all away.
You just have that in you to make me laugh even though its the most awkward conversation we ever had.
How often do you hear someone laughing 10 seconds later after the guy confessed.
And the worse part is the girl is using it on you.
Cant help thinking bout that day. It defines happiness.
Although i was still not suitable for you.
But I started to like you more.
We both took our own 'stupid' path.
Yet, it tore apart so quick.
I created a big concrete wall between us.
Such awkwardness, which totally blocked out the both of us.
It was horrible, i would say the worst day we ever had.
Everything changed from then onwards.
We were never the same.
Things gone from bad to worse as time passes.
Until one day, we talked.
Started with arguing...ended with laughing.( i love this :D)
It made me like you more.
Everything started to turn out better from then onwards.
Though you told me not to wait.
I just did what i think is right or what i should do.
We were alright, better then that actually.
And then so much happened once again. This time the hectic life.
Dances and all. Tests for you.
But even in such a hectic situation we managed to continue with the apartment stay programme.
I made a mistake there, you were there for me to spill.
You just knew how to do it. Even though you have to guess to make me talk.
I fell in love with you over again.
Our awkwardness disapppeared.
We got close once again. Too close til i had to take claws for it :D
I had you. As a very close friend.
Now i have you more then a friend but less than a lover.
Its right in between. But im so glad and happy we got through so much together.
Lately, i've been spending quite some time with you. Even after the performance i still could see you cause you are my teacher after all :D
Then, for the weekend. You were away and i was busy. Sorry for not being able to accompany you much.
I said i will tell you when the stress is over. I will
Gimme that chance to tell and i definitely will.
Cause now i dont like you.
Cause everytime i look into your eyes. I know somethings there that i can have.
Something i tried to but couldn't succeed.
Something i desired and still desiring.
Something that keeps me smiling from day to day.
Something that i am still waiting for even though you said it was not worth it.
Cause i thought otherwise.
So yeah i am still waiting whether you realised it or not.
I love you.
Its has always been taken by you.
I liked you.
I tried to let go.
I managed to.
But, then i fell in love with you again.
Its like someone pushed the restart button.
This time it began even better then before.
I liked you.
There were no hangs or lags.
It was smooth.Too smooth to be true.
It shook me for a moment.
Did all the 'awkwardness' just disappear?
Or was it merely shoved aside once more?
Was it ignored just to reduce the barrier between us?
Which ever it was.I'm glad it happened.
I liked you.
Cause this time i fell for you.
Im not gonna let go. I was dumb and foolish to have did.
I really was 'stupid' to do that.
And i'll remain 'stupid' still.
I still liked you.
If being too nice is a sin.
I don't wanna be right.
If its what i have to do to make you smile.
I'll go to hell for it.
Cause I really liked you.
Even if it scars me, i'll give you that moment of happiness and laughter.
Even if it makes you guilty, i'll still make it a laughing matter.
Cause you're like that.
Potential to be happy is overwhelming in you.
I just like to dig it out.
Cause even when i am not in the mood the smile.
I laugh deep inside when i see you happy.
I liked you even more.
You torn me apart countless times.
You whine..like a kid :D
You complain..like a 70 year old grandma :P
You SNORE...like my dad ( LOL)
Yet we both know thats what broke down the walls separating us.
Which changed how i felt about you.
History rich in the highest zeniths and lowest nadirs that i could endure.
We met in a strange way in which i removed the chair from beside me so that you wont sit.
We got close in a strange way, tuition in december.( who does that)
I fell for you in the strangest way
Cause you're so adorable like that.
But i was never suitable for you.
Then, we separated for a moment there. 3 months due to NS.
I still did like you.
It took its toll on me.
And thanks to you i got myself addicted to Ruang Rindu and A1.
It still reminds me of you so much when i listen to it.
Then, the bars between us build up.
So much i can barely see you anymore, physically and mentally.
3 months later, even after you returned. Barriers were to big for us even as friends.
But i still liked you.
It just began with me wondering what were you studying in INTI.
Was it a spark that made me send that message?
It just came all of a sudden.
It was right then we started once again.
Then, so much happened even since.
I sinned for taking you to a club.
Guilty for being the cause of your lost handphone.
Which then caused myself to have to listen to the '3 hours' of cute-guy talk.
It did hurt. But i felt useful. Being there for you and all.
Cause I liked you.
Then, the next time. It didn't turn out well.
You got out of hand perhaps.
I felt useless.
I could not think clearly as to how am i even able to help you with that matter.
A break down. For another. Took a big chunk off my soul.
Yaya I liked you.
Not long later, i did tell you how much i liked you.
And that very moment, fear, anxiety, but you took it all away.
You just have that in you to make me laugh even though its the most awkward conversation we ever had.
How often do you hear someone laughing 10 seconds later after the guy confessed.
And the worse part is the girl is using it on you.
Cant help thinking bout that day. It defines happiness.
Although i was still not suitable for you.
But I started to like you more.
We both took our own 'stupid' path.
Yet, it tore apart so quick.
I created a big concrete wall between us.
Such awkwardness, which totally blocked out the both of us.
It was horrible, i would say the worst day we ever had.
Everything changed from then onwards.
We were never the same.
Things gone from bad to worse as time passes.
Until one day, we talked.
Started with arguing...ended with laughing.( i love this :D)
It made me like you more.
Everything started to turn out better from then onwards.
Though you told me not to wait.
I just did what i think is right or what i should do.
We were alright, better then that actually.
And then so much happened once again. This time the hectic life.
Dances and all. Tests for you.
But even in such a hectic situation we managed to continue with the apartment stay programme.
I made a mistake there, you were there for me to spill.
You just knew how to do it. Even though you have to guess to make me talk.
I fell in love with you over again.
Our awkwardness disapppeared.
We got close once again. Too close til i had to take claws for it :D
I had you. As a very close friend.
Now i have you more then a friend but less than a lover.
Its right in between. But im so glad and happy we got through so much together.
Lately, i've been spending quite some time with you. Even after the performance i still could see you cause you are my teacher after all :D
Then, for the weekend. You were away and i was busy. Sorry for not being able to accompany you much.
I said i will tell you when the stress is over. I will
Gimme that chance to tell and i definitely will.
Cause now i dont like you.
Cause everytime i look into your eyes. I know somethings there that i can have.
Something i tried to but couldn't succeed.
Something i desired and still desiring.
Something that keeps me smiling from day to day.
Something that i am still waiting for even though you said it was not worth it.
Cause i thought otherwise.
So yeah i am still waiting whether you realised it or not.
I love you.
Sunday, June 15, 2008
Over
Theeeeee streessssssssss is overrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!
Whoa Inti Night over, ASEAN test over. Feels so much better.So now im gonna storytell champion stuff :D
1st day of the test :
Woke up in time. Drive off at around 10.45am.
Drive drive and took the wrong exit. Was supposed to go Seberang Jaya instead go Sungai Dua. The REAL sungai. Drive all the way back to Seberang to find Sunway Carnival Mall.
Then, park and go up to the Convention Centre.
Up the escalator i go ~~~ to see a swarm of nerds =.= lemaleh i tell you..why so nerd one everybody there =.=
Then, met Jonathan Teh,long lost classmate :D and later met Adelyn to find out she really looks at me as a super dvd seller d thanks to tiger-ryn.
Went in to take attendance and the exam started soon after. Which then i realise i left my log book in the car ( yesh good job)
But lucky me dont have to use aso =)
So, Math began, with lotsa lucks i manage to see the first question easy :D but the fifth one left my mouth hanging d.( good job again)
25 questions of f c k e d up brain cracks. How i wished i had me last year brains then it would all be so simple =.=
NEXT, English paper 1. I din even know it had 2 papers =.=
So, it was sort of just comprehension. Read the passage and bla bla bla..which took me an hour to finish. Look around see everyone still so into it...so me decided to rest me head on the table :D and next ting i see quacking ducks in dreams :D ( Champion style..the oni useless bugger to sleep in a scholarship exam)
Paper 2 was alright, given half and hour to write an essay of about 350 words.
Then it was over for the day, drove back to happy happy joy joy stuff and home.
HoMe!!! not for long =.=
Realised me parents wont be home for the night..so thanks to the darkness i was pulled to mois
But it wasn't so bad afterall. Met new friends Sara, Kamal and Shah or sumtin lidat(i duno how to spel la) It was alright la for 10 bucks :D
Then head on to Raffe for sum food and more laughter. The duo Dumb n Dumber talking is worse then Aric and Kok talking man. Anyhow, reached home around 4. Slepttttttttt
O yeah, sorry tigerryn for replyin late :D clubs u noe lah har
2nd day of the test :
WOKE UP 7.. early yeah hahahah then went back to sleep =.='
woke up again at 9.30 ( VERY GOOD JOB)
Was suppose to report at the Centre at 9. So yeah super speed all the way to Sunway in less then 20 mins and uhh..got there around 10.
Had to lie T_T saying i got into an accident. Then they were like ' Are you ok?Want a drink?better sit down first ok?are you hurt?' OMG they are so nice ok why i must sin to get such treatment..Then went in for the briefing late..Everyone stared at me as i enter with the ' wtf' look =.=
Had a private briefing 1 to 1 sumore. Then next was the exam. General Ability test which is a test of how-good-your-eyes-are oni lah lol. 36 questions in 40 minutes. Was alright tho quite easy :D
Anyhow, almost dieded twice in less den 5 hours so 2day i shall stay good. Petrol is dry pocket is dry. stay good day for me.
Whoa Inti Night over, ASEAN test over. Feels so much better.So now im gonna storytell champion stuff :D
1st day of the test :
Woke up in time. Drive off at around 10.45am.
Drive drive and took the wrong exit. Was supposed to go Seberang Jaya instead go Sungai Dua. The REAL sungai. Drive all the way back to Seberang to find Sunway Carnival Mall.
Then, park and go up to the Convention Centre.
Up the escalator i go ~~~ to see a swarm of nerds =.= lemaleh i tell you..why so nerd one everybody there =.=
Then, met Jonathan Teh,long lost classmate :D and later met Adelyn to find out she really looks at me as a super dvd seller d thanks to tiger-ryn.
Went in to take attendance and the exam started soon after. Which then i realise i left my log book in the car ( yesh good job)
But lucky me dont have to use aso =)
So, Math began, with lotsa lucks i manage to see the first question easy :D but the fifth one left my mouth hanging d.( good job again)
25 questions of f c k e d up brain cracks. How i wished i had me last year brains then it would all be so simple =.=
NEXT, English paper 1. I din even know it had 2 papers =.=
So, it was sort of just comprehension. Read the passage and bla bla bla..which took me an hour to finish. Look around see everyone still so into it...so me decided to rest me head on the table :D and next ting i see quacking ducks in dreams :D ( Champion style..the oni useless bugger to sleep in a scholarship exam)
Paper 2 was alright, given half and hour to write an essay of about 350 words.
Then it was over for the day, drove back to happy happy joy joy stuff and home.
HoMe!!! not for long =.=
Realised me parents wont be home for the night..so thanks to the darkness i was pulled to mois
But it wasn't so bad afterall. Met new friends Sara, Kamal and Shah or sumtin lidat(i duno how to spel la) It was alright la for 10 bucks :D
Then head on to Raffe for sum food and more laughter. The duo Dumb n Dumber talking is worse then Aric and Kok talking man. Anyhow, reached home around 4. Slepttttttttt
O yeah, sorry tigerryn for replyin late :D clubs u noe lah har
2nd day of the test :
WOKE UP 7.. early yeah hahahah then went back to sleep =.='
woke up again at 9.30 ( VERY GOOD JOB)
Was suppose to report at the Centre at 9. So yeah super speed all the way to Sunway in less then 20 mins and uhh..got there around 10.
Had to lie T_T saying i got into an accident. Then they were like ' Are you ok?Want a drink?better sit down first ok?are you hurt?' OMG they are so nice ok why i must sin to get such treatment..Then went in for the briefing late..Everyone stared at me as i enter with the ' wtf' look =.=
Had a private briefing 1 to 1 sumore. Then next was the exam. General Ability test which is a test of how-good-your-eyes-are oni lah lol. 36 questions in 40 minutes. Was alright tho quite easy :D
Anyhow, almost dieded twice in less den 5 hours so 2day i shall stay good. Petrol is dry pocket is dry. stay good day for me.
Thursday, June 12, 2008
INTI Night
Menggilaaaa practice up till now :D
Money and time fly fly just for 5 minutes of performance just so we ada muka =)
But last minute just had to potong away a part of it. O man dis sux...wtf la call themselves organizing committee.
Well, i have no say in that..all i can hope is everything goes smoothly. Lets hope the entire night turns out alright. Best of luck to all performers lah :D
Money and time fly fly just for 5 minutes of performance just so we ada muka =)
But last minute just had to potong away a part of it. O man dis sux...wtf la call themselves organizing committee.
Well, i have no say in that..all i can hope is everything goes smoothly. Lets hope the entire night turns out alright. Best of luck to all performers lah :D
Monday, June 9, 2008
THE Weekend
Fun fun fun
Happy happy joy joy
The apartment stay was great.
First of all, thanks a great lot to everyone Karyn, Kel, Ning, Reuben, Howen, Yang for coming. Hope it was a fun time for y'all :D
A very happening weekend actually..alot alot lottty lot happened
from grabbing cocks =.= ( courtesy of Kelvin Lim. bugger got the entire apartment cock grabbed)
to emo night ( u noe i noe we noe) * Kel ~ it was mild seven?or dunhill? and o ya btw
ryn, S O R R Y Y Y Y Y it was really my fault and thanks for knowing how to dig things out from me :D even tho u made the guessing anyways
to seasides with ben-jas and kel-yen and yang ( su yang..we r sad i noe :D anyways took sum pics there but lazy upload so takpe lah )
to berenang ( o man if oni i got underwater camera i swear ill record the doggy paddle! holy @#$% its one in a million man LOL and and t h a n k s alot for the make-sure-remember-me-harimau-betina claws which got me stinging for the pass 2 days not to mention the rest of the rape scars..dam seaside+seashell i will have revenge on ur myvi :D )
to kung fu warren panda ( wat the hell ' warren can u see your own feet when standing straight?' matahai..i got so fat anot knnmcbwtfomg =.= )
to driving big car =) **Howen dam pretending pretending laa wanna jiwang in own car then call me drive say tired sumo jiwang non stop. Huyo just be honest and tell the truth la i will understand one la next time )
to potongness ( thanks to the lovey dovey birds which potong cut cut cut our excitement twice in 2 nights which made the trip dota-absent )
to sleeping and more sleeping ( errr nothing much to comment righttt..except the fact that i always end up sleeping an hour later then the time i start to lie down. and also always waking up with the sun in me eyes and the shiver in me legs. uhuh ' noe ah i always wake up with an extra blanket u noe ' wtf shows the gratitude =.= )
and to eating ( omg food is satisfying..TAO, chicken rice, more chicken rice)
to clubbing(precious moment= kel long jong toh and this time the emo queen was so darn happy and not drunk.congrats :D)
to being a driver again ( Tanjung Bungah --> INTI --> BJ --> INTI --> Home) Badawi kong ah 2.70 per litre lu chai bo.
came back at 5 plus..slept with occasional wakes uppss to reply msgs =.= and RIP at around 7 til the nex morning at 7 :D 12 hours of sleep omg so nice
SO--now back to boring routine :D another 6 weeks of holiday..sumhow the first week passed quite fast lol
Happy happy joy joy
The apartment stay was great.
First of all, thanks a great lot to everyone Karyn, Kel, Ning, Reuben, Howen, Yang for coming. Hope it was a fun time for y'all :D
A very happening weekend actually..alot alot lottty lot happened
from grabbing cocks =.= ( courtesy of Kelvin Lim. bugger got the entire apartment cock grabbed)
to emo night ( u noe i noe we noe) * Kel ~ it was mild seven?or dunhill? and o ya btw
ryn, S O R R Y Y Y Y Y it was really my fault and thanks for knowing how to dig things out from me :D even tho u made the guessing anyways
to seasides with ben-jas and kel-yen and yang ( su yang..we r sad i noe :D anyways took sum pics there but lazy upload so takpe lah )
to berenang ( o man if oni i got underwater camera i swear ill record the doggy paddle! holy @#$% its one in a million man LOL and and t h a n k s alot for the make-sure-remember-me-harimau-betina claws which got me stinging for the pass 2 days not to mention the rest of the rape scars..dam seaside+seashell i will have revenge on ur myvi :D )
to kung fu warren panda ( wat the hell ' warren can u see your own feet when standing straight?' matahai..i got so fat anot knnmcbwtfomg =.= )
to driving big car =) **Howen dam pretending pretending laa wanna jiwang in own car then call me drive say tired sumo jiwang non stop. Huyo just be honest and tell the truth la i will understand one la next time )
to potongness ( thanks to the lovey dovey birds which potong cut cut cut our excitement twice in 2 nights which made the trip dota-absent )
to sleeping and more sleeping ( errr nothing much to comment righttt..except the fact that i always end up sleeping an hour later then the time i start to lie down. and also always waking up with the sun in me eyes and the shiver in me legs. uhuh ' noe ah i always wake up with an extra blanket u noe ' wtf shows the gratitude =.= )
and to eating ( omg food is satisfying..TAO, chicken rice, more chicken rice)
to clubbing(precious moment= kel long jong toh and this time the emo queen was so darn happy and not drunk.congrats :D)
to being a driver again ( Tanjung Bungah --> INTI --> BJ --> INTI --> Home) Badawi kong ah 2.70 per litre lu chai bo.
came back at 5 plus..slept with occasional wakes uppss to reply msgs =.= and RIP at around 7 til the nex morning at 7 :D 12 hours of sleep omg so nice
SO--now back to boring routine :D another 6 weeks of holiday..sumhow the first week passed quite fast lol
Thursday, June 5, 2008
ASEAN
I am in desperate need of opinions and comments =.=
Woke up and a freaking letter came to me. Have to attend a stupid Selection Test for ASEAN Pre-U Scholarship =.=
OMG its a freaking test on math, english and general ability ( wats that ninja skill?)
On the other hand, :D it might be a good chance to get away from here if i obtain it :D
A long drive all the way to butterworth, cause the test is in Sunway Convention Centre ( shit knows where is it) and its for 2 days so yeah thanks to the increment of petrol price this suxxxxxx
Anyways, IF i am able to get it..which the chances are pretty low anyways..should or shouldnt i go? hmmmmmmmmm stressed out all of a sudden..and i thought i could just settle down in penang for some time
Gimme some opinions ok? thanks in advance :D
Woke up and a freaking letter came to me. Have to attend a stupid Selection Test for ASEAN Pre-U Scholarship =.=
OMG its a freaking test on math, english and general ability ( wats that ninja skill?)
On the other hand, :D it might be a good chance to get away from here if i obtain it :D
A long drive all the way to butterworth, cause the test is in Sunway Convention Centre ( shit knows where is it) and its for 2 days so yeah thanks to the increment of petrol price this suxxxxxx
Anyways, IF i am able to get it..which the chances are pretty low anyways..should or shouldnt i go? hmmmmmmmmm stressed out all of a sudden..and i thought i could just settle down in penang for some time
Gimme some opinions ok? thanks in advance :D
xxxxxxxxxxxGood Luckxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
DO NOT FAIL AGAIN
IF U FAIL AGAIN IM WORRIED OF EVEN MAKING YOU MY DRIVER
So Good Luck and get it fast :D
Cause i need to car pool with you d.Petrol price shot through the roof so now you have to suffer for getting your license so late.
IF U FAIL AGAIN IM WORRIED OF EVEN MAKING YOU MY DRIVER
So Good Luck and get it fast :D
Cause i need to car pool with you d.Petrol price shot through the roof so now you have to suffer for getting your license so late.
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
Courtesy Of I D J A S U S P S
'Buat baik dibalas Baik'
Fuck la you actually believe that?
Must be a big sohai to believe something so stupid =.=
So what happens to the teachings of doing good deeds you will be blessed :D
Blessed with dumbness and stupidity
Good one you dumb fucks
How many rich people and successful ones were honest and 'good' everyday?
Those Mr Nice guys years and years ago were like ' yeah im helping out now in the future ill gain something worth my effort'
A family and an income only just right to feed the entire family with grumbling family members and on top of all grumbling to yourself how come nothing good happens to you when all the cheaters get the $$
Face the facts dumb asses.
Being good gets you no where :D only end up lying in your bed every night thinking ' bo tat bo tat'
By then too late d la, gonna kui kiu soon aso de might as well go kan kiu better if wan complain so late in your life.
God is up there to guide you to happiness rite?
ha ha ha ha
If HE is up there lookin down then yes but why would he look down when he can be doing his own happy happy stuff up there. What we do is none of his business anyways it doesnt affect him :D
And yeah IF there is a HE anyway, not to offend people with strong beliefs. But wat the fuck im oredi offending soo yeah too bad lah :D
So lets not continue with the God topic ok its boring palalala
Those who feel happy happy today, congrats
Those who feel fuckky fuckk fucckss today,congrats.
A friend said, ' face the fact, every businessman faces the facts that there is no free goods, just let them eat shit, you gain.'
So true, or else how do you get rich :D
If your thinking ' dont need to be rich to be happy'
Fuck you don be stupid ok hehe
No money no talk no money you can suck ****
If you think so then try living through a week with 5 bucks in you pocket ok? Unless the happiness you have is ' my lover can pay for my food' then its different =)
Do i sound rude? my profanities are a bit off i know
A bit bit off cause actualy its worse then this so yeah i dunno why am i so fucking polite :D
Its not like i cant curse or anything on my blog
So wat if i curse rite..whos gonna scold me ?
Ah Hin aso beh kiu d 1 ah so be so polite kamlan eh ah?
Keonkan lah ill jz stop here. Really no point continuing. And o yeah stop asking if im ok anot. I AM ALRIGHT. really don get english one these people. look whos the real dvd sellers now
Fuck la you actually believe that?
Must be a big sohai to believe something so stupid =.=
So what happens to the teachings of doing good deeds you will be blessed :D
Blessed with dumbness and stupidity
Good one you dumb fucks
How many rich people and successful ones were honest and 'good' everyday?
Those Mr Nice guys years and years ago were like ' yeah im helping out now in the future ill gain something worth my effort'
A family and an income only just right to feed the entire family with grumbling family members and on top of all grumbling to yourself how come nothing good happens to you when all the cheaters get the $$
Face the facts dumb asses.
Being good gets you no where :D only end up lying in your bed every night thinking ' bo tat bo tat'
By then too late d la, gonna kui kiu soon aso de might as well go kan kiu better if wan complain so late in your life.
God is up there to guide you to happiness rite?
ha ha ha ha
If HE is up there lookin down then yes but why would he look down when he can be doing his own happy happy stuff up there. What we do is none of his business anyways it doesnt affect him :D
And yeah IF there is a HE anyway, not to offend people with strong beliefs. But wat the fuck im oredi offending soo yeah too bad lah :D
So lets not continue with the God topic ok its boring palalala
Those who feel happy happy today, congrats
Those who feel fuckky fuckk fucckss today,congrats.
A friend said, ' face the fact, every businessman faces the facts that there is no free goods, just let them eat shit, you gain.'
So true, or else how do you get rich :D
If your thinking ' dont need to be rich to be happy'
Fuck you don be stupid ok hehe
No money no talk no money you can suck ****
If you think so then try living through a week with 5 bucks in you pocket ok? Unless the happiness you have is ' my lover can pay for my food' then its different =)
Do i sound rude? my profanities are a bit off i know
A bit bit off cause actualy its worse then this so yeah i dunno why am i so fucking polite :D
Its not like i cant curse or anything on my blog
So wat if i curse rite..whos gonna scold me ?
Ah Hin aso beh kiu d 1 ah so be so polite kamlan eh ah?
Keonkan lah ill jz stop here. Really no point continuing. And o yeah stop asking if im ok anot. I AM ALRIGHT. really don get english one these people. look whos the real dvd sellers now
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
Bad Omen
Woke up at 8 =.=
Cause i couldnt breathe. Its like a torture early in the morning. The more you breathe the worse it gets..what do u do?
Lately, too many has happened. The graph goes uneven and everything seems right and wrong.
Having to sleep and wake up with endless worries and thoughts going through my head =(
Just doesnt feel good at all..
I
D
J
A
S
U
S
P
S
Thats how i feel. Gosh it sux when your flooded with all those what more 'flooded' in the house. It cant get any worse.
Anyways its the beginning of semester holidays, its currently the 2nd day of holiday and i already feel like im in it for a month.
Its a 'good' start for a holiday. Keeps the mind active for the holiday and breaks down when the nex sem starts.
O well lots to handle lately, stuff and more stuff.
( Honestly, im really not in the mood to blog for a long period of time. Maybe until things settle down.)
I'll just hope things start to turn to the brighter side soon.
Cause i couldnt breathe. Its like a torture early in the morning. The more you breathe the worse it gets..what do u do?
Lately, too many has happened. The graph goes uneven and everything seems right and wrong.
Having to sleep and wake up with endless worries and thoughts going through my head =(
Just doesnt feel good at all..
I
D
J
A
S
U
S
P
S
Thats how i feel. Gosh it sux when your flooded with all those what more 'flooded' in the house. It cant get any worse.
Anyways its the beginning of semester holidays, its currently the 2nd day of holiday and i already feel like im in it for a month.
Its a 'good' start for a holiday. Keeps the mind active for the holiday and breaks down when the nex sem starts.
O well lots to handle lately, stuff and more stuff.
( Honestly, im really not in the mood to blog for a long period of time. Maybe until things settle down.)
I'll just hope things start to turn to the brighter side soon.
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