The last person to tag u is:
- Obviously Jan
What relationship of u with him/her:
- Freaking enemies! With me around she is a possible victim of accident :D jkjk lol Friends lah
Your 5 impression towards her:
1. A very open-minded person.
2. Trusts people too much.
3. Too tall to stand beside me =(
4. Definitely pretty.
5. Listens and gives good advices regarding some problems =)
The most memorable thing that he/she has done to you:
- To have met each other. ^^
The most memorable words that he/she said to you:
- "Warren, can you fetch me to college tomorrow?" LOLOLOL
If he/she becomes your lover, you will:
- Become another character in Barbie.hahaha
If he/she becomes your enemy, you will:
- Say she is dam thin!
If he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to improve on?:
- Her tai-ness. If dis keeps up she'll likely to be the victim of skim cepat kaya.
If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is?:
- I talked til she got into a real accident?
The most desirable thing to do for him/her is?:
- Having enough human petrol to continue crapping so there's no awkward silence
The overall impression of him/her is?
- She's a bad person. ^^ I mean it, she is evil....not.( i hope) XD
How do you think the people around you will feel about you?:
- They will just be asking themselves this " why am i telling him so much?"
The character for yourself is?:
- Ah,,i really dunno.
On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?:
- Like to stress myself out easily.
The most ideal person you want to be is?:
- Warren Buffet. He 'tikam telur' every second aso his money cannot finish.
For the persons who care and like you, say something about them:
- If it weren't for them, obviously i'll be alone?
Ten people to tag:
1. Von
2. Yang
3. Kelvin
4. Aaron
5. Karyn ( sure wont do)
6. Ning
7. Howen
8. Zhi Xiang
9. WinSam
10. Peiying
Who is number 2 having relationship with?
- Honestly?i hope prophecy is strictly obeyed and he goes on with the ace.
Is number 3 a male or female?
- Strictly male. only gay a little.
If number 7 and number 10 be together would it be a good thing?
-Nah!!!cannot happen man thats a no no ad..
How about number 5 and number 8?
-OMG if dat happens its like the clash of titans ad! lolol
What is number 1 studying about?
-accounting.
When was the last time you had a chat with them?
1. Yesterday.
2. Yesterday
3. Yesterday.
4. Few days ago.
5. Quite long ad.
6. Awhile back.
7. Very long d lah
8. Rarely do.
9. Rarely do
10. Was it 2 days ago?
Is number 4 a single?
-yes and no.
Say something about number 2.
- If i were to talk bout him i might need another new post. So in short, he is complicated..and i mean it!
Monday, September 29, 2008
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
What About Now?
Lately, a brief update.
=.= i shall get to the point which is.. I Cannot Concentrate In Class Anymore.
For God knows why..i really do not know how come i totally cant pay any attention in class. This is really really a big nuisance. I get into class, i sit, gone! My mine wonders off and i totally cant catch a thing thats been taught. SIGH...easily distracted lately. Too much to think lately. Like it has been said, im the epitome of laziness. But lately i think i got myself into a new category of epitome. Epitome of stress. Yeah, dog gone tired plus stress everyday. Doesn't contribute the slightest to a good performance in my studies neither does it in my "other" businesses. Reminding myself of the fact before Moral exam i was already saying " once this is over there would be totally no stress". Hell i think it just got worse then before. I guess i got myself into something i avoided for a while. And to think that my strong commitments would be a good thing i guess its acting more of a liability lately causing an extreme-superb emotional distress and mood swings. For those that see me everyday i am pretty sure you guys noticed. I am sometimes the noisiest yet sometimes a bloody lip-sealed monk. Though it happens in such, i really can't help it. It's not like i want to be so you see. I know you guys will just say " its whether you choose to or not cause its all your actions so it can be decided by you". Well, i'd like to think so but sadly it doesn't go that way. I'm a committed person, over committed perhaps. My strength and weakness. More like a weakness lately, i would put on the face which says " don't come near or i'll have you reaped" just because i think too far. Having massive thoughts of how, when, why , who and what. It all just started recently yet i'm already mentally torturing myself every now and then. For those that have received a taste of my emotional blast all of a sudden, for example, kelvin lim. My greatest apologies. Though you totally understand it yet every time i blast you, it's just gotta be so insulting.
Moving on to the next bloody-annoying-yet-i-still-acknowledge great 'prophecies' of mine. I've been gettin these " I feels" a lot. AND its 98% of the time a negative "i feel". Where has the optimistic me gone to. Maybe its more of a afraid-to-be-disappointed intuition. Since i've been hell traumatized in just few months of my life maybe i developed a self-defence mechanism which prevents me from lifting my hopes up high WHICH i freaking hate cause its totally ruining my sense of happiness. I can barely be happy bout anything lately, more cause theres nothing to be happy about lately except the fact i've did what they call "the MAN" thing but deep inside, i guess i know if i deserved it or not. Its not like i've succeeded anything, its just merely a heavy self-comfort from a brain wrecking, time consuming, pursuasive fighting, credit spamming, guts wrecking night. And a MAN does not lose his words when he is not supposed to. He speaks with guts and courage firmly, instead the person you guys think is so MAN did none of those. Neither did he do it in the way he always wanted to, he barely did anything at all. More like he only contributed to DIGI for slamming numbers.
As you can see, the negative-me is typing now. If not there wouldn't be such negative paragraphs of my recent updates. A positive-me would say " theres this small light of hope and i will do my best to lighten up the source of it" but no, the negative-me overwhelms the better side or more like the 'dreamers' side.
Now, im still confused with what i really want. And i think i have found the answer, me, being a person who likes to take on life challenges, have decided to take this challenge. I shall un-shy you, even if i have limited time left maybe. But if i do have my days here numbered then it shall be spent trying my best to make you feel as comfortable as possible around me. I'd had enough of it for four years. It wasn't good back then and neither is it now. Like i always say, help me help you. I can't do everything on myself. No man is an island..therefore i'll be waiting for you turn to grant me the small favour of helping yourself. The reason you're like this now i do not know. Nevertheless, i would still put my best effort and thought in trying to change you. I sound crazy and sudden i know but seeing you lately has reminded me so much of the past years where we were merely just people who communicate using written messages. I'm tired of it honestly and i'd like to have a change now onwards. I know facing me in reality is much of a chore to u..honestly is isn't easy for me either considering the fact i treat you in such back then. Still, im the male here and i do what i'm supposed to. I'd create the door for you. Tell me when you're ready to go through and i'd be there for you no matter how. We might be kids back then, might have been a mistake to you but to me i never thought of it as one. Back then you didn't acknowledge me. What about now? Don't keep running away now, it doesn't help at all to accomplish what i want. Just so you know, i'd take my chances with you. In brief, i'm having the crush i had upon you 4 years ago. No point hiding it any longer, enough people have realised. I'm walking this road which i stumbled upon before. This time i walk with better knowledge of whats around and whatever ending you provide me with i'd still be satisfied. I may not be the same as i was before, i've changed. For good or for worse is up to you to judge. Our history of beginnings may happen but i will not let the history of our endings occur again.
I take upon this path which i will not back down. I can't even if i want to. Cause of my strength and also my weakness. You can run, i'll chase. I wasn't given the chance to before. Now i am able to, i will. On a different note, regarding the sudden appearance at your doorstep, my apologies if i caused much trouble but thanks nonetheless for stepping out. Like i said, i'll un-shy you. Let me do what i couldn't before.
And oh yeah, Yang, thanks for allowing me to spam you credit. At the end of the day you're still the man.
*edited* Since requested and insisted, thanks entirely to Von. It is with your contribution the agent did not turn away.
p/s : i took the path which has the good and bad grass and whatever i see at the turn of the pathway is unknown yet im curious and i have the feeling..whatever it is, it'll help.
=.= i shall get to the point which is.. I Cannot Concentrate In Class Anymore.
For God knows why..i really do not know how come i totally cant pay any attention in class. This is really really a big nuisance. I get into class, i sit, gone! My mine wonders off and i totally cant catch a thing thats been taught. SIGH...easily distracted lately. Too much to think lately. Like it has been said, im the epitome of laziness. But lately i think i got myself into a new category of epitome. Epitome of stress. Yeah, dog gone tired plus stress everyday. Doesn't contribute the slightest to a good performance in my studies neither does it in my "other" businesses. Reminding myself of the fact before Moral exam i was already saying " once this is over there would be totally no stress". Hell i think it just got worse then before. I guess i got myself into something i avoided for a while. And to think that my strong commitments would be a good thing i guess its acting more of a liability lately causing an extreme-superb emotional distress and mood swings. For those that see me everyday i am pretty sure you guys noticed. I am sometimes the noisiest yet sometimes a bloody lip-sealed monk. Though it happens in such, i really can't help it. It's not like i want to be so you see. I know you guys will just say " its whether you choose to or not cause its all your actions so it can be decided by you". Well, i'd like to think so but sadly it doesn't go that way. I'm a committed person, over committed perhaps. My strength and weakness. More like a weakness lately, i would put on the face which says " don't come near or i'll have you reaped" just because i think too far. Having massive thoughts of how, when, why , who and what. It all just started recently yet i'm already mentally torturing myself every now and then. For those that have received a taste of my emotional blast all of a sudden, for example, kelvin lim. My greatest apologies. Though you totally understand it yet every time i blast you, it's just gotta be so insulting.
Moving on to the next bloody-annoying-yet-i-still-acknowledge great 'prophecies' of mine. I've been gettin these " I feels" a lot. AND its 98% of the time a negative "i feel". Where has the optimistic me gone to. Maybe its more of a afraid-to-be-disappointed intuition. Since i've been hell traumatized in just few months of my life maybe i developed a self-defence mechanism which prevents me from lifting my hopes up high WHICH i freaking hate cause its totally ruining my sense of happiness. I can barely be happy bout anything lately, more cause theres nothing to be happy about lately except the fact i've did what they call "the MAN" thing but deep inside, i guess i know if i deserved it or not. Its not like i've succeeded anything, its just merely a heavy self-comfort from a brain wrecking, time consuming, pursuasive fighting, credit spamming, guts wrecking night. And a MAN does not lose his words when he is not supposed to. He speaks with guts and courage firmly, instead the person you guys think is so MAN did none of those. Neither did he do it in the way he always wanted to, he barely did anything at all. More like he only contributed to DIGI for slamming numbers.
As you can see, the negative-me is typing now. If not there wouldn't be such negative paragraphs of my recent updates. A positive-me would say " theres this small light of hope and i will do my best to lighten up the source of it" but no, the negative-me overwhelms the better side or more like the 'dreamers' side.
Now, im still confused with what i really want. And i think i have found the answer, me, being a person who likes to take on life challenges, have decided to take this challenge. I shall un-shy you, even if i have limited time left maybe. But if i do have my days here numbered then it shall be spent trying my best to make you feel as comfortable as possible around me. I'd had enough of it for four years. It wasn't good back then and neither is it now. Like i always say, help me help you. I can't do everything on myself. No man is an island..therefore i'll be waiting for you turn to grant me the small favour of helping yourself. The reason you're like this now i do not know. Nevertheless, i would still put my best effort and thought in trying to change you. I sound crazy and sudden i know but seeing you lately has reminded me so much of the past years where we were merely just people who communicate using written messages. I'm tired of it honestly and i'd like to have a change now onwards. I know facing me in reality is much of a chore to u..honestly is isn't easy for me either considering the fact i treat you in such back then. Still, im the male here and i do what i'm supposed to. I'd create the door for you. Tell me when you're ready to go through and i'd be there for you no matter how. We might be kids back then, might have been a mistake to you but to me i never thought of it as one. Back then you didn't acknowledge me. What about now? Don't keep running away now, it doesn't help at all to accomplish what i want. Just so you know, i'd take my chances with you. In brief, i'm having the crush i had upon you 4 years ago. No point hiding it any longer, enough people have realised. I'm walking this road which i stumbled upon before. This time i walk with better knowledge of whats around and whatever ending you provide me with i'd still be satisfied. I may not be the same as i was before, i've changed. For good or for worse is up to you to judge. Our history of beginnings may happen but i will not let the history of our endings occur again.
I take upon this path which i will not back down. I can't even if i want to. Cause of my strength and also my weakness. You can run, i'll chase. I wasn't given the chance to before. Now i am able to, i will. On a different note, regarding the sudden appearance at your doorstep, my apologies if i caused much trouble but thanks nonetheless for stepping out. Like i said, i'll un-shy you. Let me do what i couldn't before.
And oh yeah, Yang, thanks for allowing me to spam you credit. At the end of the day you're still the man.
*edited* Since requested and insisted, thanks entirely to Von. It is with your contribution the agent did not turn away.
p/s : i took the path which has the good and bad grass and whatever i see at the turn of the pathway is unknown yet im curious and i have the feeling..whatever it is, it'll help.
Sunday, September 7, 2008
We are Men
And therefore to my great dudes Su Yang and Kelvin Lim.
We VOW and therefore put forth our pelvics to thrust and make our night of 19th September a happy one no matter what happens.
We walk in and out of the hotel a happy man even if we were to be crowned Dungupa of the year.
We shall vow not to say BO TAT on the night and only say TAT no matter the circumstances.
We shall vow not to let ourselves go crazy and start dancing on tables or chairs.
We shall vow not to disappoint each another be it guy or girl.
We shall do what we think is right and not let guts shrink to the size of testicles on the night.
And lastly we vow, to put ourselves humbly before the girl we are with that night.
By honour, please leave your chestity vows upon my Cbox before the time comes and also repost this vow to show your true commitment.
:D
We VOW and therefore put forth our pelvics to thrust and make our night of 19th September a happy one no matter what happens.
We walk in and out of the hotel a happy man even if we were to be crowned Dungupa of the year.
We shall vow not to say BO TAT on the night and only say TAT no matter the circumstances.
We shall vow not to let ourselves go crazy and start dancing on tables or chairs.
We shall vow not to disappoint each another be it guy or girl.
We shall do what we think is right and not let guts shrink to the size of testicles on the night.
And lastly we vow, to put ourselves humbly before the girl we are with that night.
By honour, please leave your chestity vows upon my Cbox before the time comes and also repost this vow to show your true commitment.
:D
Friday, September 5, 2008
Bo Tat
After a superb month plus of holding back everything..it was already at a stage where everyting would turn just right.
THEN, why must it come back =.=
Waited for so fucking long for this again r?this is FUCKING bo TAT!
and i thought i could stay that way for a pretty long while..shit man it came back this fast
And by the way fuck the previous post, its basicaly now..sum bloody tentacles sprouted out of nowhere from the bloody grass start having its sodomy torture when i took my first step onto the road =.=
i shall continue dis later =.= pissed..
*continues*
lemalah..sien..dis calls for super potong ness soon..and when everything turns back at you negatively.shit man its supposed to be the other way round lah now pula dis way keonkan fuk kao..i din wait for so long to get this again man..
THEN, why must it come back =.=
Waited for so fucking long for this again r?this is FUCKING bo TAT!
and i thought i could stay that way for a pretty long while..shit man it came back this fast
And by the way fuck the previous post, its basicaly now..sum bloody tentacles sprouted out of nowhere from the bloody grass start having its sodomy torture when i took my first step onto the road =.=
i shall continue dis later =.= pissed..
*continues*
lemalah..sien..dis calls for super potong ness soon..and when everything turns back at you negatively.shit man its supposed to be the other way round lah now pula dis way keonkan fuk kao..i din wait for so long to get this again man..
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