To whom It May C o n c e r n

Yeah its been quite awhile
Its a good ting you woke up.
You finally see that it all makes sense
And the road is clear.
The goal is in sight

You have been in denial for too long
Choosing every bad from good
Stop right now

The lion and his pride walks side by side

Remember this?
It is sumtin everyone has to keep
You know what it is
Yeah, every guy must keep that up or it all falls
If that happens, death would be a better option.

At least now you can breath slightly
Its a good thing
Going this far, you just know its all gona be worth it
Bear with it
It isn't long for you
Bet you can do it even if its 10 times the duration

Like i said
You are just getting it all sooner then others
Don't say its hard
There are others who don't even get the chance to wait
Or to even witness it
Be contented
Cause what you have is precious

Stop blaming
No one is to be blamed
Not yourself
It isn't time to point fingers
Not to yourself
Its time to give away that small space in your heart
Cause giving that just space is to forgive
And the person who needs forgiving isn't anyone but yourself

                                                                      

                                                                                                                 You know  you can get through it so why not give it a try

Stop tearing yourself apart
Its not worth it to put yourself into the fire                        
Its no solution
Its an escape
Get tings strait by going through it
Not around it                                                                    

Now you have awoken
See that everything is now within your grasp
You have something to look forward to
An aim
A goal to reach
To work for
Be happy now, Be contented
Cause when you just have even that slight smile on your face
It makes all the difference in the world
When you have what you want
You will look back at all this to know how much you've been through
And thats what makes you appreciate it all

Every piece of the puzzle will be back where its suppose to be
          Soon
And when it does
You shall smile and laugh
Even if  the day starts of bad
You smile at the end of it
Cause it is another day where you wake up to see you have what you want
Where you see, you reached your aim
And thats all that matters

Put that happiness back into your daily life
Cause its the only thing that you should be doing
Now and ever
For you have nothing to lose when you do so

Get a grip now
Everyone is here for you
To pick you up when you come crashing down
To life you when you cant go higher
To stop you when you its for the better
To leave you alone when we know we better do


Stay strong..We know you can      :D    

Its Sudden

I know how its been.
I know its not the same.
I just want to see something familiar again.
No matter how much you have changed
No matter how far you've gone
You know im still right here for you
I will mend your broken pieces
I will put smiles and laughter into you no matter what it takes.
I wont be the same perhaps, neither will all of us
But things between us remains unchanged
If this is weird then think again
We've been in weirder conversations and situations
When i see you, im constantly reminded of so many things
Make me forget them, and i wont be who i am
Precious moments, cant be forgotten so easily
At times i wanna knock you so hard
It might be cause i want to wake you up
But seeing you so happy in that dream
I dare not anymore
No matter how hard it is for you i will still be your backbone
Even when everyone tells you you cant, i'd say u can
I'd still be the one to listen, to complain and to curse.
I'm still me so dont take that for granted.


Its for you

David Masak

Dam nice la wei

Stress

too many things d =.= overloaded

1. Exam
2. Dance
3. Performance
4. Debate =.= thx to aaron
5. Genting (dam susah)
6. Dan LAIN LAIN LAGI

knnmcbwtf i tak boleh tahan d..fucking sien haihh

So not in the mood

I cant blog lately..dam moodless to do it.
Cant tell stuff properly anymore.
sien

Lets hope the sparkles don accumulate to burst right in front of my face =.=

Lately

Yeah too much has happened
some =.=
some T.T
some :D
some mlm

but glad most of it is over besides exams, and that'll be a =(

Well, last night, out out guy time with 2 newcomers Karyn and Su Yang. (noobies)

Began like....
' Shouldn't have come can i go home now?'

but fortunately, master cupid never fails to aim his arrow again lol
thank god or thank whoever everytin turned out alright and i've seen the ship returning to port :D

A night of mixed emotions..i dont know what exactly were the good and bad things that happened but i know the good thing i was hoping for came true ( n thats all dat matters)

ok then, bloody-car-racing shit thanks to reuben its so dam wasting petrol somemore so dam futile how to win la =.= then pool as usual jz dat dis time tings were different.Then,to Northam Beach Cafe off we go.

Sit,drink, crap. No life yah i noe bah i dont care.

Anyhow,as long as its happy happy joy joy in the end its worth it i guess :D

Forced to

Who are your top 4 friends?
1. Ning
2. Karyn
3. Kelvin
4. Reuben
*By naming them means you have tagged them to re-do this survey.

You all are trapped on a desserted island...(start imagining...)
Who jumps in the water and tries to swim home?
- Reuben.
Who starts crying and saying their too young to die?
- Karyn. ( definitely)
Who tries to make a raft out of grass and palm leaves?
- Ning and I.  :D
Who starts chasing a squirrel so they can eat it?
- Kelvin. ( he gets hungry quick)
Who helps make the shelter?
- Reuben and Kelvin.
Who becomes depressed and says that there's no hope?
- Karyn.
Who actually tries to think of a plan to get out?
- Reuben.
Who starts jumping up and down screaming?
- Kelvin and Karyn.
Who's in denial and looking all over for the hidden video cameras?
- Ning?lol yaya.

Two weeks later...
An argument breaks out between 3 of the members...Who are they?
- Karyn, Kelvin and Ning
Why are they arguing?
- Who gets to eat meat?
Who wins?
- Karyn.  Like DUHH.
What were you and the other one left doing?
- Sitting somewhere by a tree going all emo while reuben strikes a how-to-earn money convo. =)

Another week later, food supply is running low, you decide to split up to go find food.
What did you find?
- Banana.
What does person 1 find?
- Something to take picture with. (typical)
What does person 2 find?
- A cute guy :D ( in her dreams )
What does person 3 find?
- Fish. (He likes to fish)
What does person 4 find?
- A way to make more money LOL
Which person comes back after two minutes because they claim to be tired?
- Karyn. LOL.
Which person actually comes back with food but takes days to find it?
- Kelvin.
Which person goofs off all the time and doesn't do anything at all?
- Ning (good actor)

Suddenly a boat arrives...(yay!)
Who's actually sad and claims they'll miss the island?
- Ning and Kelvin probably.
Who's so happy they jumps onto the boat and sinks it?
- Karyn.

Finally another boat came and brought you all home.
Who mis-spells your name in a book they wrote about all of this?
- Noone.
Who secretly wishes they could've stayed there longer?
- Kelvin ( he belongs)
Who never want to be reminded about this?
- Everyone i guess except Kelvin.
What about you?
- I would be happy to go home (thats it ) :D
Who back at home will be panicking?
- Parents hopefully LOL
Who did you think sent the boat?
- Err...Lets hope its someone pretty Lol.

New !

wheeeeeeeee got myself a new hairstyle :D or more like half a head new hairstyle lol
got my fringe straightened which costed 15 bucks but i so din feel a thing cause my mum was there =)

( picture taken by Ning so dont blame me for looking bad its her fault ENTIRELY xd )


So much neater then before so its nice XD not to mention so syok i can throw my hair d Mwahahahahahaha
Another new style will be coming soon :D expect it this sunday
Its jz so dam fun messing around like dis =)

Should or shouldn't?

Hmmmm i was thinking of highlighting or dye-ing my hair recently..
Yah hipocrit AGAIN.
Said i wouldn't do it last time and now im so curious to try it out :D
Well, i did many things i despised before and so what? Its not like i have much to lose by doing so anyway.

Okay so back to the topic..should i or shouldn't? pls gimme some comments.
I've asked a few and all of them said..NO damn 'tukao'.
But i seem to be stil so curious and although its gonna burn another hole in my wallet but its fun
:D
So if i do highlight or dye =.= i hope its gonna be worth it and if i do wheeeeeeeeeeee its gonna be so fun to see the faces of my friends when they see it @@ lol cant wait to see their reaction..Its so gonna be ' walao dam tukao la u' =)

Curiosity Kills  =(
I so hope its gonna turn out fine if i do...

Disappointed

Omg..its such a disappointing day. Haih..never thought it would end up like this. All the while i had such high hopes..then all of a sudden today, it just comes crashing down like theres no end.
Why why why why????

Its just like seeing this, this light...brightens your day. You tell yourself, 'Yes' theres hope!



Then,




IT JUST CLOSES!!!
omg see that? Slam! everything gone slowly =(

That! is disappointment..


so WHY WHY!??
why does the new INTI intake have no pretty gals =(

if theres any there pls kindly show yourself more =)
So, please make May intake proud and prove there are leng lui's in this intake
LOL ok dis post sounds SAS but whatever~~
READ THE P/S! MAKE SURE!

p/s : This post is not meant to offend anyone especialy from the May intake =) Prove me wrong ;)

mwahahahahaha im so kind *_*

LOVE CONTRACT

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!
Any1 interested in drama series?
im here to advertise Love Contract.. =)
Its a whee god damm wooo nice show. U can watch it on youtube. Start from episode 1 ok? n dont skip =.= it ruins the fun of it although im so lookin forward to a certain part of it but i just follow on =)

HappYness

Read this sumtimes its so true =)



NEXT ~~~ see this and understand it




LAST BUT NOT LEAST ITS TIME FOR YOU TO FINE HAPPINESS



Can u see the secret to eternal happiness?
If u can pls tell me coz i cant T_T hahahaha

Good luk ya'all =)

Make things C L E A R

If i had a wish, i'll take that night back. I would have just fallen asleep and none of it happened. Cause of one msg, juz one, it ruins months of friendship. Worth it?NO!definitely..

I would take it back if u allow me to. I like the way it was. If i get to choose one moment where i like to remain there forever it would be the night where we 'talked it out'. Cause thats one moment where i can define happiness practically.

Rewind it!! How i wish i can, but then another way..i'd repair it right now. Pick up the fallen pieces, patch it up, im sure thats what a good foundation is for. No matter how far we fall, we cant reach 0.

So then i say, if you hope it returns back to normal as well, i will make it happen.

Read This

I AM NOT EMO!!!

I dunno why people keep thinking i am. Just coz of what i say, don assume alright?
I am just fine the way i am. I have my own problems and its no big deal so DONT make it a big deal.

Havin said all that i still wanna post up this video i found in youtube. Its a nice video. Enjoy it =)






AFTER WATCHING PLS DON TINK IM EMO-ING. thx =)